Ramblings

I have been thinking about writing all day but I haven’t done it because I have been keeping myself busy with work or at least trying to. It took me twenty minutes to write a 12-or-so line poem at lunch today because I just couldn’t get the words that I wanted to out. It was interesting. Could be the crazy missing you feeling that I have going on or the fact that I keep thinking about other things rather than what I really should be doing. I should be writing and technically working, though that is really up for debate, but I find myself daydreaming about the oddest things and going back to old conversations and memories of the past.

The other thing that I have been thinking about is Christmas presents. I have a few picked out for people already that will do. This year I am just going to invest in a few bigger ticket items rather than all the little ones that I normally get. We will see what happens though in the end, I always go a little over the top for my brother and sister. (Not that they need it) But there are other people that I have no idea in the world what I am going to get them! But we will see what happens there. I hate thinking about Christmas this early but I have to budget it all in.

Anyways, I just thought that I would take the time to actually write something that makes me feel like I am expressing myself rather than another part of my mind. (If that doesn’t make sense, I understand)