Struggling to Move

I'm stuck
Between missing you
And wanting to move on
To cherish the memories
Without living in the past
To think about the future
Without forgetting your face.

I don't know how
To move from where I am
I wish you were here to guide me
I wish you could tell me
one more time
That you love me
To hear you laugh
Or to see you smile again...

I don't want to forget
But I'm scared
That if I move on
I might.
So I'm fighting where I am
Between pain and promise
Knowing what I have to do
Even if my heart doesn't want to.