I'm upset. I don't want to have to choose and yes, it bothers me to have to. I know I made the plans previously but I don't like disappointing anyone. I am upset with myself, my life and my circumstances. Why doesn't anything work out the way that I want to? I wish I could finess something into working, but there doesn't seem to be any possible solution. I just can't do it. Damn. Damn. Damn.
Yes it does bother me, more than I want to admit. Yet another reason why I hate the facking holidays.
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